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Show me ya Suga

Well here I am, a couple of days later feeling somewhat better. I did go to the doctor and found out I do not have strep throat but I have a lot of icky drainage and a bad sinus infection. He also said I could have tonsillitis since my tonsils were so red and swollen. That’s really nothing new for me though since I get sore throats a lot. He did give me two prescriptions and I’ve been taking them religiously. I want to get better so bad. I’m really concerned about missing school and having to make it up, ya know?

So two nights ago Loverboy came up here and tonight he will be leaving. I missed him so much and the first night was spent cuddling and telling each other sweet nothings. Heh. We’ve been texting a lot lately and all of our texts are so sweet and romantic but to hear them in person is a big difference. I am not one to openly share my feelings, let alone say them out loud but to him I did and it felt good. I guess in a way I am growing up. We’ve been talking a lot lately about getting married and moving in together. In the beginning he wanted to wait until I graduated for us to get married, but now he said it’s up to me. So whenever he puts the ring on my finger, I’m picking a date. I already have a date picked out actually, but I am not posting it here. I will say that it’s a date important to me and he already knows what date it is because I’ve always said that’s the date I want to get married on over and over. It’s just refreshing to talk about marriage and have someone as enthused about it as I am.

Anyways, I don’t think I’ve mentioned here but I had to get glasses. I like them but I hate wearing them. They make me sick and getting used to them is a long battle. They made me so sick the first two days I wore them and then I got sick so I haven’t needed to wear them. Only one side of my glasses has a lens in it that is my prescription while the other side is just a plain lens. Evidently only one of my eyes is bad and the other has been overcompensating for it so now when I wear my glasses my other eye is still trying to overcompensate for the other which makes me feel dizzy and gives me headaches. Hopefully if I keep wearing them all weekend I can wear them to school on Monday. I hope so at least.

This weekend I really don’t have any plans since I want to take it easy and get some rest so I will feel a lot better on Monday. I only have like two weeks of school left, thankfully. I’m ready for a much needed break!! So I’m going to go cuddle up on the couch and wait on my loverboy to get done installing new blinds in our kitchen window that my mom bought two weeks ago. She replaced all blinds in the living room, kitchen, and my room since Jack is over his blind-terrorizing spell. So anyways, until next time, later lovelies!

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Please God, let me breathe.

Right now, I feel so completely miserable. My body is bogged down and I am having to fight to breathe thanks to sinus pressure and a sore throat. Yesterday morning I woke up with a horrible sore throat so during the day I gargled with salt water and used the Chloraseptic spray non-stop. I hate sore throats if you can’t tell. Well last night my throat felt a little better after using Chloraseptic so I went to bed. Well this morning, I woke up with tears in my eyes. It hurts so bad I barely can swallow. I just wish I could breathe since all the gunk in my throat almost blocks my air way and my nose is stopped up as well.

I was going to go to the doctor yesterday but my doctor is moving and the one that’s taking his place is all booked up. Lovely. So today come hell or high water, I’m going up to Urgent Care. I cannot take this anymore. The only thing I’m really upset about is having to miss class again but I feel horrible. I can’t breathe and I can’t talk because when I do I talk funny because the back of my throat itches. I don’t know what to do. Seriously as I type this, I’m crying because I’ve never had my throat hurt this bad and last time I did have a bad sore throat, it was so inflamed the doctor prescribed my Lortab for pain. For those that know what Lortab is, it isn’t just for little pains, it’s for serious ones.

So I just wanted to make a quick blog to let everyone know why I might not blog the next few days. Aside from my sore throat, my desktop is messed up. After I type in my password to the computer, it’ll load and then say Windows Explorer stopped working. What the hell!?! I’ll get loverboy to check since he will be here. So until next time, later lovelies!!

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Upsets & Heartbreaks

I had one of the worst nights ever last night. My nerves were completely shot since not having my medicine and when we got to Wal-Mart last night, the pharmacy was closed. So I bit my tongue and dealt with it. What else was I supposed to do? After two hours of browsing the store, my mom still wasn’t done and my siblings were getting on my last nerve to the point I couldn’t take anymore. I had to get out. The only way to explain how I felt is to imagine yourself on an emotional roller coaster. My hormones are out of whack which messes up how I feel and react to certain situations. I would snap at my mom and not even realize what I was saying. So finally, I just left Wal-Mart and my mom called my sister to come pick her and my siblings up. I had to go home and on my way I basically told Rans not to bother coming up here because I was in such a piss poor mood. After a long bath and being basically “served” by Rans; my mood improved big time. He basically told me I had a lot going for me right now, him, my family, and school so I should feel the way I did. Last night I hated myself and how I was being.

So this morning it was my goal to wake up and be in a better mood and so far, so good. I even fought through biting my tongue off when my siblings were once again being hellions. I think they have a lot to do with my moods because they are all the time getting in trouble, lying, and being lazy by not doing what they are supposed to be doing which causes drama in the house. Not to mention, my brother is always “stealing” food in the middle of the night. My mom and I have certain foods and snacks we can eat while on Weight Watchers and he goes and eats them all and then lies about it. We find wrappers under his bed and in his nightstand drawer, and then he wonders why we can never trust him. My house is a chaotic place and I really need to get out every now and then.

Now I’m on my way to Wal-Mart to get a bike! Got to get in shape! So I will blog more later. Bye lovelies!

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Don’t hang up, can we talk?

I obviously haven’t had a chance to blog since I put this theme up. I’ve been super busy with school and all that junk. Aside from school, I’ve had major cramping and sinus issues; so I’m not really a happy Kate at the moment. I really think I have the “Spring Break is over blues” since I swear Spring Break flew by and didn’t last long enough. Over Spring Break I had a take home Math test and a comparative essay rough draft to write for English. I wrote my essay Monday before I had to turn it in and then did my test Monday night before I had to turn it in Tuesday. Yes, I’m a procrastinator which really surprises me because I swear I have the best of intentions but you know what they say about that.

In other Kate news, I decided to go back on Weight Watchers. After reading various weight loss blogs, like Caity’s, and seeing a girl on MySpace who lost 118 pounds in 11 months, I decided it was time I take a serious crack at weight loss. The only thing I hate is having to eat three meals a day because I don’t really get all that hungry so the first week was spent training myself to eat three meals a day. The first week, I lost 2.5 pounds and I don’t weigh this week until Thursday. I know why my loss wasn’t as grand as I’d hope for last week. I struggled with eating and it was Spring Break so I mostly sat on my butt doing nothing. Now that I am back in my classes and walking every day I know my loss will be a little better. I doubt it’ll be as grand as I hope for again since I’m going through synthroid withdrawals. My prescription is ready at Wal-Mart but I haven’t had time to pick it up yet since I’ve felt like crap.

Even though I feel awful, I’m excited since Rans will be here tonight. I miss him tons and I am getting to the point where it’s painful to have to go days without seeing him. I want to be around him all the time and I take strength and comfort from having him around. He’s also my number one supporter weight loss wise since he knows I want this which makes him want it as well. At first, I was reluctant to talk about anything weight related with him since in the past I’ve been made fun of by past boyfriends. Those times were really low blows and I found it hard to bounce back from it since I never assumed the person I was with would insult me in that way. So I’m thankful loverboy is the opposite way. He lifts me up.

I really hate to have to blog and run but I have got to find some clothes to wear to class. Evidently we’re having a writing tournament which is my professor’s form of the NCAA basketball tournament. Yeah, he’s a little weird at times. Lol. So until next time, later ya’ll.

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Double Whammy!

I seriously have been hit by a double whammy. Not only do I have to deal with a death in the family this week, I am also sick as a dog! I did, however, go to the doctor today. I had to because I was feel so awful. Basically I have a severe sinus infection and was given two medications to take twice daily. Sure doc, anything to feel better.

Only bad part about being sick was not getting to spend as much time with Rans as I’d hope for. We did spend time but I didn’t like feeling horrible during that time. He came up Sunday night after work and we spent Sunday spending time together. We had fun, that’s all I can say and just in the nick of time as well thanks to my monthly friend visiting late Sunday night. Wait, that makes everything a triple whammy. On Monday we went out to eat and to Circuit City. I got the calculator I needed for class since Circuit City was having a going out of business sale and I got a new head unit for my car. The lovely boyfriend will be installing the head unit. This one I can hook my Ipod up to so I am uber happy about that. And the rest of last night was spent watching TV with my mom and just chilling. He had to work today but still decided to stay last night to spend some extra time.

All of last night I kept sneezing and he’d look at me and say, “you’re getting sick, baby,” to which I’d just roll my eyes at him. I am a very bad patient. All my childhood was spent getting sick every time the weather changed and when I hit adulthood it suddenly went away and I’m hardly ever sick. So now when I do get sick I HATE IT!

I just wanted to make a quick post. I have to figure out how to catch up in my classes I missed. I seriously hate missing class because then I feel so behind and get overly stressed trying to catch up. Also, this post is pretty pointless if you haven’t noticed. I just feel the need to ramble. Hope everyone is feeling a lot better than I am!! I don’t even think I’m gonna get to go to the funeral tomorrow. My mom threatened me if I had a fever I wasn’t going. Ugh, I was even going to wear a dress and that’s a big thing for me. I was wanting to go to be there for my step-mom but I know going sick and being around my dad is not a good idea. He can’t afford to be sick with everything else that’s going on with him. So until next time, later gators!