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Boy you know I..

Hey ya’ll. So yes, I’m back here for your blogging pleasures. I’ve been laying low the past day or two because I have two weeks until Fall semester begins and I decided to be utterly lazy. It’s really fun, ya’ll should try it sometime.

Anyways, the event that happened the day of my last blog post involved my step-siblings and their trashy mother. Their mom is a horrible person and I am not exaggerating it. Actually, I’m really giving her a compliment by calling her horrible because if I was to say how she really was it’d be way worse. I mean, when your three year old sister can tell you about sex and lesbians, you know it’s bad. Just writing that literally makes my body shudder and now I feel like I’m going to puke it’s so sick. There’s a lot more to the story as in my little brother knows about crack pipes and what they are as well as the funny cigerattes she smoked in front of them. So I am sure you’re getting an idea of how this woman is. Basically the run down of the story is my step-dad has full custody of them and the mom had supervised visitation. They don’t want to see her and when she was here my step-dad made them talk to her and made them hug her which completely unnerved me. Not only that he went to the back of the house while I stayed on the porch and she tried to take them to her car and I told her not to because they aren’t supposed to be introduced to any of her skanky friends following her around in her cracked out entourage. Basically that ended up in her getting pissed and then saying she was going to take the kids from us because of something I don’t wish to discuss here. If you want to know, I have no problem sharing but seeing as my 9 yr old sister is nosy and knows how to find stuff on the internet I’d rather not have it out in the open ya know?

With all of that happening I texted Rans about it without even thinking or realizing what had just went down between us. He was there for me though. I told Drew about it as well but when I told him I felt better about it because I know by me telling him he was here and actually might care as to Rans I think he was just going along with the normal routine of “dang that sucks, hope everything works out” type deal. Either way, I don’t care because I don’t rely on him anymore. It’s really sad that I lost my best friend along with boyfriend but I have other friends who are authentic.

So the other night I decided to go meet Drew in the park so we could just talk and hang out. It was so surreal hanging out with him because it was like nothing has changed. We still get along and click like we did back then. He hasn’t really changed either aside from his bald head which he was adamant about me feeling. It was okay, lol. I feel so comfortable around him and evidently he’s my protector. We were at the park at night and here comes a DOG running out of the woods and since Drew is just so utterly manly and charming he decided to chase it away because he thinks it was a coyote. Whatever floats his boat, it was cute just the same. I can also now say that I’ve had a first kiss that was not awkward; kissing him felt like I’ve done it a thousand times before. I guess we click in every way, huh? That’s all I am going to say on that subject because a girl has to have her secrets.

Sadly though, me and Drew can never be because my sister is going to murder him and he knows why. Somehow we got to talking about my sister’s ex, the one from prom, and evidently the ex, we’ll refer to as GB, always says hey to Drew in the bank. The name Drew isn’t on his account or checks but somehow he knows that is his name. Well when Drew went to Walmart, he saw GB and GB once again said hey to him. I think GB has a thing for Drew, but his impersonation of him is freaking hilarious. So we decided to call my sister while we were at the park and tell her that Drew’s friend stopped by and it was GB and he wanted to speak to her. Before Drew could really say anything she hung up and was pretty pissed. She told Drew if GB texted her since he always does when people talk about him, (funny how he can be conjured up like the devil, huh?) she would kill him. It just so happens GB texted her last night and so she is plotting Drew’s death. He evidently told her that he was her future brother in law and *I* brought up GB. Oh whatever, way to sell me out, babe. Needless to say I am interested to see what happens when the two of them meet. Also if you couldn’t tell, GB stands for gay bastard.. Beth’s name for him.

Ugh, I really need to finish doing laundry and unpacking from vacation, but I don’t feel like it. Evidently per my mom, we have loads of errands to run today. So until next time, later lovelies!

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