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See you in my nightmares

It is currently 3 AM and here I sit at my computer. All day I’ve had a really bad migraine and this afternoon it got a lot worse to the point I was crying in my bed because my head hurt so bad that even my hair hurt when someone would touch it. I don’t know what’s going on but my mom is thinking my migraines are stress induced because I have so much on me currently. Stress seems to be a big thing for me lately and it’s invading all of my life, even my dreams.

I have had the same nightmare for the past three nights. It starts out with my family and Jonathan going on a vacation to a tropical place on a beach. After we unpack our Titan luggage and settle in, Jonathan and I decided to go to the beach. In my dream, it was like we had a long pier-like dock that went out into the water. It was so weird because I dreamed of the beach but it was almost like a lake. Anyways, the water was full of people but as I looked down into the water I could see a swarm of sea turtles, dolphins, fish, and sharks. They were everywhere all clustered together which is really odd. Anyways, Jonathan and I swim around on floats and mingle with people when I decide to get out of the water. I swim to the dock, climb halfway up and a shark comes and chomps off half of my body. I could literally feel it and I remember looking down to see blood gushing everywhere. In my dream I screamed out and everyone, including my mom and Jonathan, heard me but no one came to my rescue. I was sobbing and just stuck there and I remember thinking that I was invisible in a way. For some reason the dream starts over and this time I see someone else get their lower half bit off by a shark and then I am chased by one throughout the water. I have no idea what this means but it is starting to freak me out. Now, I’m scared to go to the beach and get in the ocean.

I talked to my mom and sister about my dreams and my mom thinks it’s because of everything I have going on and I feel so helpless. Also, my sister thinks the cluster of sea life is everything I have on me as well all swarming together. Maybe that is what it means but I wish this dream would buzz off. When I told Jonathan about my dream he just said next time to wake him up and I should know he would have saved me, lol. My sister said she would have stabbed a shark if she was there. I know my family wouldn’t sit there and let something so horrible happen to me but I can’t control my dreams, ya know? Have you ever had weird dreams like this? I’m going to do some googling on dream meanings to see if I can figure everything out since I can’t sleep. I took one of my mom’s pain pills that normally knocks me out and makes my migraine go away but no such luck this time. So I will stick to googling dream meanings and playing apps on facebook. So until next time, later loves.