Thank you Lady and Brian for your wonderful comments. Unfortunately, the drama still continues. My aunt just continue to yell at me all day today :( . I finally screamed at her that I’m sick and tired of her yelling at me. I’m getting so tired of the drama around here. Then I heard her calling me a “bitch”.

I called Brian to let him know what was going on :( . If I had the money right now, I be taking a bus or something; just so I can lay in his arms. After I called him, I went to bed. I managed to take a 2 hour nap from the time I ended the call and when I woke up; it was exactly 2 hours later after that phone call. I just pretty much stayed in bed, until my aunt went to bed. I shouldn’t have to be punished by this. If this is what it’s going to take, then so be it.

Looks like my secret weapon is working on here.

Lissy: I’m majoring in Multimedia Technology and I was going to major in Office Technology, but I didn’t get my transcripts :( . I can kiss that scholarship goodbye. Anyways, on to more serious notes….

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I don’t know what to do anymore. I am getting frustrated with the themes I’m making and nothing ever works out :( . I would like to bring back a theme from this decade, but my coding seriously sucks. Last night was horrible. The coding wouldn’t go my way and I seriously gave up. Total hours I tried to work out the kinks: 6 to 8 hours. Right now, I am going to be working on 2 themes. I hope it works out for me.

Other than that, my aunt called me a b**** and a sl** today. Nice to know that my family thinks about me in that way. She asked me to do something and I went to go do it, she got really pissy at me. I don’t know how to do it, she claims. It isn’t too hard to peel off the wrappers off of Hershey’s kisses is it? I felt like I was in preschool all over again, when she showed me the proper way to hold scissors. Times like these, I need to get away asap.

Also, my boyfriend (Brian) has been very supportive of me. It’s nice to have someone like that in my life :) . His belated Christmas present(s) have been mailed out and I hope he receives them by Thursday :)

I am getting off, so I can work on the new theme some more or either play the Sims 2 :) . Take care everyone and have a nice night :) .

Did I mention that I lost my camera last night as well? I remember leaving the bar with it and after that; I had no clue. Talk about being pissed off and crying my heart out :( . I called my aunt/cousin and they didn’t see it. I ended up calling my other aunt/uncle and asked them if they saw it. I had pictures on there that I had saved on my mini flash drive and the other pictures were irreplaceable. Lucky for me and myself, my uncle found my camera :) . Good thing, since I didn’t have the $159 for a new camera. If my camera would of be gone for good, I don’t know what I would do :( .

To Whom It May Concern:

You wasted 3 years of my life. 3 long years. I thought we were happy, but I guess I was wrong. What did happen to us? Just about a year and a half ago, you sent me a picture of a engagement ring asking me if I wanted it. What an ass of me to believe myself. Are you scared of commitment? It sure sounds like it. All those texts that you sent to me saying “I love you”, “I miss you”, “I want to move in with you”…etc. That doesn’t mean jack to me now. You are immature for taking me off of facebook and myspace. You must be so proud of yourself for doing that. Am I crying about this relationship that we had? I was at first, but it’s so not worth crying about. Come to think of it, I am so much better off with you. I am going to enjoy my life. Down the road maybe we can be friends, but not now. You hurt me too much.

Signed by your ex girlfriend.

P.S. Single and ready to mingle!! Well, not really, but there is someone that I do have my eye on out there ;) . Love ya, Brian :) .

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

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In the words of Jan Brady “Marcia Marcia Marcia!!”. Or in my case “drama drama drama!!”.

My aunt and I get along somewhat ok, but lately we haven’t. She’s the one that runs up the cellphone bill (over $100 to be exact). Plus, she is always on the cellphone. And I mean, always on the phone. That’s a whole other different story though.

Well, today certainly took the cake. She called the house phone and told me “Can’t you answer your cell phone?” Um, wtf? I replied back with “My phone is upstairs.” I thought it was upstairs and it wasn’t. A simple mistake on my behalf. I thought the conversation was going to be over right? Nope, I was wrong. She proceeds to tell me that we only have one vile of Front Line Plus for cats left.

Here’s the conversation.

Me-”We didn’t have any left.”
Aunt-”But it came with 4 viles.”
Me-”No it didn’t. The one vile, I had-I gotten it from the vet. The first vile from the box went to your cat and the last two viles I used 2 weeks ago”
Aunt-”Are you sure?”
Me-”Yes, I’m sure”
Aunt-”Well, my cat better not get fleas then!” And hangs up on me.

Excuse me? My cat doesn’t go outside. He’s the inside cat, but her (meaning my aunt) cat goes outside all the time and brings the fleas in. Of course, she making me the liar. I am clearly telling her the truth.

I wished I lived in a drama free world.

Dear QVC,

Why must  you show a HP laptop deal today that is only $899 with 5 easy payments of $179. That is very tempting of me to pick up the phone and just pay you the first 2 payments of $179. With a 17 inch, 4gb, 500gb hard drive, ATI Radeon HD 3200 Graphics RS780M…etc. I so want this laptop. In addition, I got a coupon for $50 off for any new agreement at one of the local computer stores around here :( .  I actually did find a computer for $399. 3gb and 320 hard drive.  If I take in a Best Buy ad or any other ad,  the store has to give me that price. This is getting to be really hard. My mom thinks it’s a good deal. I would have to pay $4. Not bad at all for the HP desktop that I want. I just need the extra money to start coming in.


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Do you ever have one of those days, where everything is going bad, then good, then bad? Yesterday was one of those days for me =(.

When I woke up yesterday morning I thought it was 8am, no it was 10am (on the dot). I got up, did chores around the house and laid down on the couch. I was hot and miserable.

After that I went to Wal-Mart, with my mom, to try and get 8 by 10’s (and 4 by 6’s) photos of the Stanley Cup Parade. The last time I was there, the one lady said “we don’t do 8 by 10’s photos at all”.  Really? How come I got four 8 by 10’s photos this time. The lady, who helped me, Kim; was very nice. The other lady, Ellen, was running the register was a total bitch. Kim assured me that my photos weren’t going to take an hour. Just a few minutes, since it wasn’t busy at all. I walked up to the register area and Ellen looked at my slip and said “Come back at 6:17″. I explained to her what Kim said and Ellen got that attitude. Kim and the other helper were nice. I know I’m going to write a letter to the company and explain about the attitudes.

I came home and quickly put away the ice cream and went out to eat at my aunt’s place to eat. My great aunt made a comment about me coming down and then she criticize me cause I didn’t say to one of her friends (which I did) and her friend stood up for me, saying I did. It’s like every time I go down to my aunt’s place to eat, I’m always giving a hard time by my great aunt. After that, I shed a few tears. My cousin (who is a spoiled bitch) was the waitress for tonight. She was slow on our table. Everyone else got their drinks and food before us. And we were one of the first customers. Anyways, I just had a diet Coke. And when my other aunt asked why I wasn’t eating. Mom explained that I wasn’t hungry and that I was dieting, since I want to lose some weight. My aunt rolled her eyes and said “yeah right”. Nice to know that my aunt supports me. Mom asked my cousin to get a container for mom’s french friends. My cousin went over and took this other couple order and proceeded to bullshit with them. we never ended up getting the containers, since I was the one who decided to eat the fries. Also, the zipper is broke on my shorts, so I had a long enough shirt to cover it and my aunts were making fun of me cause my zipper was down. What the fuck do you want me to do? Would it make you happy if I got my zipper fixed at this very moment?

I come home after that and ended up putting away the groceries (after stopping to get a half gallon of milk) and watched a bit of the NHL Draft.

I think I am still going to take that Avon job and plus; I’ll be working part time on this site. At least it’s something as a right now.

Tomorrow, I don’t plan on doing a damn thing, except maybe working out or playing the Sims 2.

Take care and have a nice night everyone.

Stanley Cup

Stanley Cup

Seeing the Stanley Cup being raised at the Joe Louis Arena is priceless :) . I still can’t believe my favorite hockey team has won and now; I can’t wait for the parade to be announced.  Life couldn’t get any better :) .