Hopefully expectant

There are a lot of things I look forward to when Jonathan and I become parents to a child of our own. I peruse the aisles of Wal-Mart and look over at expectant parents shopping for baby stuff since it is coincidentally beside the food section and I am envious of them. I wish more than anything that I will get pregnant. I want a baby so bad. I look forward to shopping for baby things such as a bob revolution duallie, the late night feedings, and having someone that loves me unconditionally that is my own. Don’t get me wrong, I love Grayson more than life itself, but I really want a child that I have from birth through adulthood. Hopefully one day I will join the ranks of expectant parents.