Wasted Days

Well, I still am quite stressed from all of the planning of the wedding and school stuff. I am quite sure if I had a finger pulse oximeter that you would see not only is my heart rate sky high but I don’t feel as if I am getting enough oxygen at times. Maybe I am having mini panic attacks? I start thinking about everything that needs to be done and I feel like I have a shortness of breath and start getting all shaky. It is not a good feeling at all. The planning is what is overwhelming, not the decision to get married. I know I want to be married and I know after May 1st, everything will hopefully get a little better.

I think everything being piled upon me is also making me quite exhausted. I have something going on every day up until my wedding and I do mean literally every day! I so want just a day of rest. Maybe I will get one soon. Unfortunately though, I need to head to bed. I have a new theme idea and everything but the lack of time is really squashing any hopes and dreams I have of putting it up anytime soon! Until next time, later loves.