I wish you were here

Hello lovelies, long time no blog, eh? I have really not been in the blogging mood or even chatting mood lately. I used to chat on Skype all the time but haven’t had the time lately thanks to an overload with school.

Right now I have a huge essay due tomorrow that I have to re-write because my topic is hard to have more than two points to support my topic. So I have to find a new source on Galileo and re-write my paper. I am kind of miffed about that but at the same time, I don’t care. That’s really been my overall problem lately; I just don’t give a damn anymore. I’m so bogged down and need a break it’s not funny. Not to mention this coming Fall I have more classes than I did this semester but thankfully they are mostly on DVD. I just can’t handle the going to school Monday-Thursday since my social anxiety is really acting up again.

On the loverboy front things are going really great. We celebrated our six month anniversary and every day gets better and better for us. I love him more each day but the distance is getting on my nerves. Most of our drama moments are because I hate the distance. I miss him and I need him and that scares me. I do not like needing people.

I really feel like I have constant battles inside my head between my brain and heart. I wish they’d finish fighting it out so there would be a winner. On top of the internal drama I have physical drama as well. I got glasses and I am still not used to them even though I got them Friday. I get dizzy when I wear them still but not as dizzy as the first time I put them on. I really like them but hate wearing them at the same time. They are a cute accessory though!

I hate to cut this short but I wanted to put up my new theme and make a short blog. I plan on blogging more again it really helps my mental health a lot since when I don’t blog I bottle everything up! I think I’ll go watch some movies. I watched Seven Pounds last night and that movie pissed me off because you don’t put everything together until the end and secondly because it was sad and made me sob for thirty minutes straight which gave me a headache! Ugh. So anyways, until next time, later loves!