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Negative B …

This little jingle our teacher taught us to remember the Quadratic Formula is stuck in my head and it won’t go away. It’s really annoying. I’ve spent the past three hours watching my math class on DVD preparing for a test I have a feeling will be today or that I missed last Thursday. I’m unsure if he’ll let me make it up if I did miss it which really sucks. If it isn’t today and is this Thursday I’m unsure if I will be extremely pissed or relieved after watching the DVD’s and memorizing everything. I actually feel pretty comfy with the material I learned through the DVD. After today’s class, there is one more before we re-take the COMPASS. Thankfully my DVD’s have a COMPASS review. I’m ready to get this bad boy over with, pronto.

So in my English class everyone seemed happy to see me and wanted to know what was wrong and if I was okay. My teacher said he was glad to see me back in class. He also was surprised that I had done the work they did while I was absent thanks to my friend Kathy telling me what my assignments were. Thank God for friends. Basically in my English class, we have a rough draft on an essay review due Wednesday and then this coming Monday the final copy is due. Also Monday is our last day of class and we don’t take our final until the following Monday. So after this coming Tuesday, I only go back the following Monday for any of my classes since that Tuesday is the COMPASS exam for my Math class which means Math is OVER! Then that following Monday signifies that English is OVER. Thank goodness, I need a break.

I just wanted to make a quick blog before I get dressed and head to school. I’m starting to get a headache from stress already. Ugh. I hate stress but after today and finding out what’s going on in that class I should be fine. I’m just nervous. In fact I’m always nervous when I’m absent which means I shouldn’t be absent but I can’t help it when I am truly sick which I have been every time I’ve been absent. So let’s keep our fingers crossed that the test is indeed today and I didn’t miss it!! So I better go! Until next time, later lovelies.

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Weekend from HELL

So this weekend, starting Friday night, has been the weekend from hell. After Rans left Friday night, we got a call from my cousin Donna. Evidently my cousin had wrecked and was at our house, but he wasn’t inside. So my sister and I looked outside and sure enough he was hiding behind our mailbox. Our mailbox is a brick mailbox so it’s big and bullky and since my cousin is a skinny minny he could hide behind it. So I asked him what was wrong and what did he need me to do for him since obviously he wrecked and needed help. He told me he wanted to go home but when he talked I knew something was wrong. I took him home and on the way home, a police rounded the curve just as I pulled out of their driveway. My mom called and told me that me and my sister could be considered an accessory because my cousin ran away from the scene to our house. I didn’t know that at the time. I knew he wrecked but I figured he was caught in a ditch like I did once in Rockmart. Nope, he literally wrecked. Donna wanted my mom up at the scene and when we got there I was shocked. On top of the car was a six pack and an opened can of beer. I was livid. The police wanted to talk to me but I wasn’t in trouble. They basically wanted proof he was driving since he kept saying he wasn’t even though everyone knew damn well he was. The house he wrecked in front of evidently had people outside and saw him run away. So in the end my cousin finally admitted to it and was carted off to jail only to be bailed out by his dad the next morning. Donna wanted her husband to leave him in there for a good week or two since this is like the third time he’s done something stupid like that. I believe he does need a little tough love to knock some sense into him.

That was only the BEGINNING of the weekend from hell. On Saturday was my sister’s senior prom. She was so excited and her dress looked amazing. She woke up that morning and went to go get her dress since the place that altered her dress had not hemmed it short enough for her. After getting her dress she went to get her hair fixed and then came back home. We kept asking her when she needed to be ready because some family members wanted to come see her all dolled up and ready to go. Her boyfriend didn’t even want to come pick her up, he told her that she needed to find a way to Berry College. She obviously couldn’t drive since she wouldn’t be able to do anything with her car so we took her. We were running twenty minutes late since we had to be there thirty minutes before we thought we had to be.

When we got to Berry, she kept calling him to see where he was so we could meet up with him, take their pictures, and then they would leave. He never replied. So she called him and his mother’s cell phone with no answer. In fact, his mom forwarded her calls to voice mail after the first two calls she made to her. His mother was supposed to be there so Beth was getting upset. We got to the waterwheel which was the meeting place and he was nowhere to be found. So after waiting a good fifteen minutes in the Tahoe, I told her to get out and let’s take some pictures while we were there. Thirty minutes later, he still had not called or replied to her texts. So my mom said that we would go to Swan Lake and take more pictures of Beth and maybe they were over there. Well while we were at Swan Lake, my cousin Donna texted him to see where he was since he didn’t know her number. He told her he was there for over an hour and then left. That’s a lie. We were only twenty minutes late!! So basically, Beth was stood up because he still would not answer her. It was horrible because during her pictures she was crying and I know she was trying to be strong but it’s really hard with something like that happens. One of her friends Devin showed up with her boyfriend and they offered to give Beth a ride. We also took a picture of Devin’s boyfriend and Beth and he sent it to Beth’s boyfriend. Lol.

So after the whole Berry fiasco my mom, Donna, Selena, and I headed home. Maybe an hour after we got home, my cell rang but it died before I could pick up. I figured it was Rans but then my mom’s home phone started ringing. It was Beth. Her now EX boyfriend showed up at Prom with another girl and flaunted her all in my sister’s face. My sister said she was trying not to cry but wanted us to come get her now. She was very upset and couldn’t believe that had happened. I swear to God he better be glad I’m too scared to go to jail or I would’ve shoved my foot up his ass. I just can’t believe someone would do that to someone else.

My sister did end up going out with some friends who didn’t go to prom and said she had a better time so I am glad about that. I didn’t want her prom night to be ruined and luckily she bounced back. I do know she’s utterly embarrassed and I don’t blame her. She’s worried about what all is going to happen on Monday morning. I hope it all goes smoothly.

Thankfully today was pretty eventless compared to Saturday. We had a family dinner with Donna and her husband, Roger. We do that quite often here lately. I think later this weekend we’re all going to have lasagna. Donna and my mom are around the same age and basically were raised like sisters and since they’ve gotten older they’ve grown even closer. I talked to her a lot about teaching since that’s what she does.

Well unfortunately I need to get off of here. I still feel like crap even though I’ve taken my medicine religiously. I hope it’s just the pollen overage making me sicker and the medicine is working correctly. I probably won’t be able to blog that much this week since I’m having to play catch up. So until next time, later lovelies!

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Show me ya Suga

Well here I am, a couple of days later feeling somewhat better. I did go to the doctor and found out I do not have strep throat but I have a lot of icky drainage and a bad sinus infection. He also said I could have tonsillitis since my tonsils were so red and swollen. That’s really nothing new for me though since I get sore throats a lot. He did give me two prescriptions and I’ve been taking them religiously. I want to get better so bad. I’m really concerned about missing school and having to make it up, ya know?

So two nights ago Loverboy came up here and tonight he will be leaving. I missed him so much and the first night was spent cuddling and telling each other sweet nothings. Heh. We’ve been texting a lot lately and all of our texts are so sweet and romantic but to hear them in person is a big difference. I am not one to openly share my feelings, let alone say them out loud but to him I did and it felt good. I guess in a way I am growing up. We’ve been talking a lot lately about getting married and moving in together. In the beginning he wanted to wait until I graduated for us to get married, but now he said it’s up to me. So whenever he puts the ring on my finger, I’m picking a date. I already have a date picked out actually, but I am not posting it here. I will say that it’s a date important to me and he already knows what date it is because I’ve always said that’s the date I want to get married on over and over. It’s just refreshing to talk about marriage and have someone as enthused about it as I am.

Anyways, I don’t think I’ve mentioned here but I had to get glasses. I like them but I hate wearing them. They make me sick and getting used to them is a long battle. They made me so sick the first two days I wore them and then I got sick so I haven’t needed to wear them. Only one side of my glasses has a lens in it that is my prescription while the other side is just a plain lens. Evidently only one of my eyes is bad and the other has been overcompensating for it so now when I wear my glasses my other eye is still trying to overcompensate for the other which makes me feel dizzy and gives me headaches. Hopefully if I keep wearing them all weekend I can wear them to school on Monday. I hope so at least.

This weekend I really don’t have any plans since I want to take it easy and get some rest so I will feel a lot better on Monday. I only have like two weeks of school left, thankfully. I’m ready for a much needed break!! So I’m going to go cuddle up on the couch and wait on my loverboy to get done installing new blinds in our kitchen window that my mom bought two weeks ago. She replaced all blinds in the living room, kitchen, and my room since Jack is over his blind-terrorizing spell. So anyways, until next time, later lovelies!

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Please God, let me breathe.

Right now, I feel so completely miserable. My body is bogged down and I am having to fight to breathe thanks to sinus pressure and a sore throat. Yesterday morning I woke up with a horrible sore throat so during the day I gargled with salt water and used the Chloraseptic spray non-stop. I hate sore throats if you can’t tell. Well last night my throat felt a little better after using Chloraseptic so I went to bed. Well this morning, I woke up with tears in my eyes. It hurts so bad I barely can swallow. I just wish I could breathe since all the gunk in my throat almost blocks my air way and my nose is stopped up as well.

I was going to go to the doctor yesterday but my doctor is moving and the one that’s taking his place is all booked up. Lovely. So today come hell or high water, I’m going up to Urgent Care. I cannot take this anymore. The only thing I’m really upset about is having to miss class again but I feel horrible. I can’t breathe and I can’t talk because when I do I talk funny because the back of my throat itches. I don’t know what to do. Seriously as I type this, I’m crying because I’ve never had my throat hurt this bad and last time I did have a bad sore throat, it was so inflamed the doctor prescribed my Lortab for pain. For those that know what Lortab is, it isn’t just for little pains, it’s for serious ones.

So I just wanted to make a quick blog to let everyone know why I might not blog the next few days. Aside from my sore throat, my desktop is messed up. After I type in my password to the computer, it’ll load and then say Windows Explorer stopped working. What the hell!?! I’ll get loverboy to check since he will be here. So until next time, later lovelies!!

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I wish you were here

Hello lovelies, long time no blog, eh? I have really not been in the blogging mood or even chatting mood lately. I used to chat on Skype all the time but haven’t had the time lately thanks to an overload with school.

Right now I have a huge essay due tomorrow that I have to re-write because my topic is hard to have more than two points to support my topic. So I have to find a new source on Galileo and re-write my paper. I am kind of miffed about that but at the same time, I don’t care. That’s really been my overall problem lately; I just don’t give a damn anymore. I’m so bogged down and need a break it’s not funny. Not to mention this coming Fall I have more classes than I did this semester but thankfully they are mostly on DVD. I just can’t handle the going to school Monday-Thursday since my social anxiety is really acting up again.

On the loverboy front things are going really great. We celebrated our six month anniversary and every day gets better and better for us. I love him more each day but the distance is getting on my nerves. Most of our drama moments are because I hate the distance. I miss him and I need him and that scares me. I do not like needing people.

I really feel like I have constant battles inside my head between my brain and heart. I wish they’d finish fighting it out so there would be a winner. On top of the internal drama I have physical drama as well. I got glasses and I am still not used to them even though I got them Friday. I get dizzy when I wear them still but not as dizzy as the first time I put them on. I really like them but hate wearing them at the same time. They are a cute accessory though!

I hate to cut this short but I wanted to put up my new theme and make a short blog. I plan on blogging more again it really helps my mental health a lot since when I don’t blog I bottle everything up! I think I’ll go watch some movies. I watched Seven Pounds last night and that movie pissed me off because you don’t put everything together until the end and secondly because it was sad and made me sob for thirty minutes straight which gave me a headache! Ugh. So anyways, until next time, later loves!

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