Wow, look at the time!

So I am currently sprawled out over my bed typing away on my laptop at three minutes to 5 AM. Why you ask? Well, I will tell you why. I have a huge research assignment which is also our final grade for my computers class and since my computers class ends this Wednesday, I have to get this baby done. I chose to do my assignment on Clara Barton because I really wanted to pick a woman who I considered influential. Not only is she inspiring to nurses but also to teachers as Clara was a teacher before she ever was a nurse. She often found herself working for little to no pay in the poorest of areas just to be able to educate and reach out to those children that were less fortunate. That is very inspiring to me.

So I’ve decided to take a break from my research paper for the night and since I had my laptop out, I thought I’d blog for once. I still have not got a new monitor but I might do that tomorrow. I had to wash all my clothes and tidy up my room before I decided to do anything else this weekend. I also really want to get this paper done so I can be lazy all Spring Break. Yes, the week of the 16th is Spring Break for me. I am so excited. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with the loverboy. We spent last Thursday night through Tuesday night and it actually went a lot better than I thought. You see, I get tired of people. No idea why but I tend to be a moody little pain in the ass. Well with him, I didn’t get annoyed with him or tired of him, I generally liked spending all of that time with him which says a lot since I was on my period!

On the whole Prozac front, I’m still feeling a lot better. I think that I didn’t need medicine originally because the medicine really made me feel awful and have a lot of horrible thoughts. I was even having suicidal thoughts at one point and after those thoughts I had to go off the medicine. I love my life and for me to feel that bad, something had to change. My mom has also noticed I’m not as moody now that I’m off of it and I’m generally a lot happier. Hell, even the boyfriend noticed my stableness. So I am happy to be me and actually feel like I am me. It’s like a brain fog has finally been lifted and I can see clearly now.

Since it is after 5 AM now, I think it’s a given I should take my happy butt to bed. The rest of my research paper will be a breeze since I’m now to the point where Clara starts the Red Cross and all that jazz. So I got smooth sailing from here on out on the research paper and I can do my Power Point presentation in class. Hooray. I am excited to have a 4.0 in that class since he only accepts 100′s. Lol. Also, I found out some interesting news on the financial aid front from my college thanks to the fact I can file independent. Hoorah! I need that money big time and now I am not in fear of having to quit college due to money problems. Okay, enough jabbering, I’m off to bed. So until next time, later gators!! I’ll put my new theme up after my paper is done as well.