Love Always

If you haven’t noticed already, there is a new theme up. It’s called “Love Always” and I really like the color scheme. I made it for Valentine’s Day and decided to go ahead and put it up cause I might not have time to code it other than the time I had today. Hope you like and if not, oh well.

On the Rans front, evidently he wasn’t so busy working. Instead, he was busy thinking about us. He came to the conclusion I am Mrs. Right and we are going to get married one day. He said he’d never find anyone like me. He loved me more than he could ever imagine loving someone else and he knew he’d never find someone that treated him the way I do. Evidently I make him feel loved. Since he told me all of this, things have just clicked with us. His own thinking and then telling me about what he was thinking led me to my own thinking. I skipped my only class Tuesday and just sat around trying to mull over everything he said and trying to gather and organize my own thoughts.

My conclusion you might ask is that I feel the same way. It just shocked me to hear someone say the things I always wanted to hear. I’ve been waiting my whole life for someone like him. Now that my mom knows about our talk, she’s talking weddings. I am, too. I really hate to admit that since I have never been the one to be all girly and talk about weddings. We don’t plan on getting engaged until later. He knows I can’t handle that right now. I love him but I have a lot going for me at once. Plus, we’ve only been back together for three months but we’ve known each other for a year. Actually, today marks a year exactly but it seems like forever. We don’t want to get married until after I get done with school but now I’m leaning towards between Highlands and West Georgia. Lol. I will be at Highlands for two years and then West Georgia for two. I don’t want to wait four years to get married. For once, I’m excited for my future. I have some things to look forward to.

Tonight at class I was talking to my friend Kathy about what I wanted to do with my teaching degree. I am really leaning towards teaching Special Ed. I love working with children who everyone considers lost causes. I relate to them and they seem to respond really well to me. I don’t consider any child to be a lost cause. Some just take a little longer to get things and with kids who take more time you can just see the light bulb go off in their head and that’s rewarding. Well, at least it is to me. So I’m keeping my Early Childhood Education major and going to take the GACE for Early Childhood AND Special Ed so I can have my pick.

I really need to fold some laundry and clean off my bed before Rans gets here. I can’t wait to see him. I feel like a giddy school girl because he honestly makes me seem like one. I get all giggly when he’s around. So until next time, later gators.